SOULSPEAK: SOULSPEAK WITH MEG BENEDICTE (VORTEX ENERGY HEALER & EVOLUTIONIST)

"I had my 'Kundalini awakening in 1994. We had a huge earthquake here in Los Angeles called the Northridge Earthquake and that ripped through my body like electrical lightning. I had immediate Kundalini awakening. It almost blew my circuits. I walked around in the middle of the night in my robe. I found that I was transfixed into the higher realm. On that night of the earthquake I began to have flashes or visions of 2012. What it did was it completely redirected me into a whole new way of living and seeing and experiencing worlds. At that point I basically relinquished all of my personal desires for marriage or family. All of it just dropped out and I dedicated my life to developing my own healing abilities as an energy healer."

MEG BENEDICTE

Beverly Hills, CA

Meg discovered early on that she had a unique gift for ‘seeing’ subtle energies and could identify the vigorous traumatic patterns that relate to dysfunction and ill health. Over the years, she has become a notable pioneer in Bio-Energetic Healing, first through her own transformation and eventually working with clients spanning the globe. Through her extensive research, Meg discovered the magnitude of change possible when tapping into the Zero Point Field of a spinning Vortex. For the past 15 years Meg has been sharing her unique wisdom and the dramatic findings in the timely Ascension Blueprint that is the distinctive proprietary process known as Unified Field Therapy®. In this healing program, Meg helps her clients to quickly change their lives by altering out-of-date systems that limit the human experience. She also goes on air on a show called "New Earth Central" on BlogTalkRadio. So blessed to have Meg here on Soulspeak today and I am excited to share this interview with you. I hope you learn from it much as I have. With an open mind you will find it interesting at the very least. I feel that many of us can truly relate to her experience , parts of it , or even as a whole... and from hearing her story realize that we are never alone... we are ALL ONE.

WHO IS MEG BENEDICTE?

Let me start off with the human Meg. I was born in Los Angeles. I was raised during the 1960s, along with 3 brothers. My family was an interesting combination. My father was a physicist. He worked in the space industry, the Apollo moon program specifically. My mother was a social worker and a teacher. She's very religious. I had this combination of the Physics and the Metaphysics growing up, which was a good combination for me. I put myself through UCLA. Got a degree in Design and then I went to the corporate world in Business Management in the satellite industry. There, I started learning more and more about space, radio frequency waves. All of this was a good background for me to transition into the work I do now.

I had my Kundalini awakening in 1994. We had a huge earthquake here in Los Angeles called the Northridge Earthquake and that ripped through my body like electrical lightning. I had immediate Kundalini awakening. It almost blew my circuits. I walked around in the middle of the night in my robe. I found that I was transfixed into the higher realm. On that night of the earthquake I began to have flashes or visions of 2012. What it did was it completely redirected me into a whole new way of living and seeing and experiencing worlds. At that point I basically relinquished all of my personal desires for marriage or family. All of it just dropped out and I dedicated my life to developing my own healing abilities as an energy healer.

In 1997 I received a reading from the Sirian Council who I now know has been guiding me the whole time. It was very cryptic in a sense, in the readings they said "We ask you to draw a circle with 12 points and step into it and begin to spin it. I had no idea what they were talking about. So I began to experiment with that, I got up every morning and I would stand in front of my stereo system and I would play tones to open the chakras and I would try to use my mind to spin vortex energy around my body. That's how it started. It took a good year or over a year to figure out how to get it moving and actually to be able to ground it because I was having so vertigo so much. I'd get out of bed and I'd fall on the floor and literally, I was wobbly all over the place. I had to learn how to ground it and anchor it and then I began to work with it on myself. of course this is all intuitive. I don't have any real teacher here. I just had to hear the suggestions and get the visions. I was being guided on how to master it. I started applying it with friends and in 1998 I started working on clients with it. It has been, in a sense, my teacher. It completely revealed who I am.

Now that was more of the human Meg story. What it did is it opened up my portal. I was able to start to connect with my divinity and see who is this higher presence? Who is this higher consciousness that's wanting to come in and work through me and with the vortex? What I've learned over the years is that my Soul is an Ascended Master from the Crystalline Universe - the parallel universe to our universe. I came in when the Kundalini activation happened. When all 12 chakras were wide opened (all 12 dimensions of our universe) by embodying this vortex energy from our galactic core - the Great Central Sun.

As I started working with the clients I realized I was able to get to the Halls of Amenti and the Universal Akashic Records and the Book of Knowledge and I was like, 'How in the world am I getting into this?' Now, years later I understand that's where my soul works. So what it's been able to do is open up to me all the past lives and future potential for all that work with. So we're able to use the vortex to go back in time, and heal and mend and change a lot of trauma and karma in past lives and that begins to change the present life and the future direction. That's what I did to myself and to my clients, and that really just opened up and ignited a passion in me to assist these people in becoming 'soul actualized'. They really start to live with that union with divinity. That's where I'm at now from where I started in the 1960s.

WHAT KEEPS YOU BUSY?

Technique and develop a private healing practice. I do that several days a week - private and phone. And I do it remotely so I'm able to work with people all over the world in phone consultations/sessions. And then I have a weekly online radio show called "New Earth Central" on BlogTalkRadio. Its focus is to help teach people what's happening now n the planet based on what I've gone through myself in this whole process. I take callers and I do short 10 minute sessions to help them understand where they're blocked or where they're evolving. I also do like a 20-30 minute group healing activation in the weekly show. I love doing that show. It's part of my service. I also run large groups of tele-meditations. From doing training and now on 2012 doing a monthly group meditation where we travel in groups - to the Great Central Sun and then travel into the parallel white universe or the crystalline universe. I'd say most if not all of my clients who work with me on these group events are Starseeds and Lightworkers who seems to be who I am here to help heal and activate so that they can be doing their Soul purpose this year. I wrote a book, and I'm writing a second one. I have meditation CDs I'm working on and a CD now that is for the sleep state where it has tones to help open all the chakras and also subliminal messaging to help people through the sleep state. Just constant ideas coming in from my higher self. I can't keep up with them all I just try to do as much as I can.

It's almost a full time life doing this. On my Sundays I unplug and I try to rest my body because all the healing and energy work is so exhausting. At least through 2012 this is what I'm dedicated to doing.

TELL ME ABOUT THE BIRTH OF 'SOULFUL SERVICES'.

In 1998 I started working in private sessions with clients and I began to get direct contact with some ascended masters that were helping me develop all of this. So during these years I was working very closely with St. Germain and in 2004 he came to me n a vision and he showed me a blueprint for creating Soulful Services and get it started. The vision was to create this collaboration of comprehensive healing services and products. It's all wrapped around the evolution and ascension and using vortex energy. So that's the start of Soulful Services, where I had more of a collaborative focus. Before that I was just working on my own. That's been really good for me because what it did was it started to train me in how to work in Unity Consciousness which I had never done before. And now in hindsight I can see why the masters were starting to introduce me to this, working as a community and working in a collaborative effort. That's what the New Earth is gonna be functioning on -- it's all collaboration, and cooperation, and unity consciousness. It was a very good training and then an off-shoot from that - one of the collaborations of Soulful Services was with a healer here in Los Angeles her name is Cedar Martyn - and we collaborated in forming this cooperation - the Crystalline Healing Center - so she's more of the touch healer with crystalline energy and then I'm more of the remote bio-energetic healer with crystal and light energy. We've done a lot of great events and expos and met a lot of great healers and that's how it all came together.

IT IS SUCH AN AMAZING TIME TO BE ALIVE.

I agree with you. I see so many spiritual people in their own unique expression of the same truth. I think that's fabulous. How it comes to you is unique to you and how it comes to me is unique to me - I think that is part of the beauty of collaboration because then I think we get to create this synergy that's so much more powerful than just working alone. We're all bringing our own flavor, our own expression of truth together and I think it's magical. I've been working with the ascended masters for the last decade. About 2005 was when I started getting the guidance to start to visualize this new earth, and then eventually it became very active work in my own private meditations to start to work on building the crystalline grid around the planet and start to get the hologram of the new earth formed, and then working on grounding and anchoring it on to the earth so that it's a viable future that all of us can enter into and leave behind this old dying collapsing polarized earth. Now in 2012 it's here, it's alive, it's anchored and I've been living in it for several years. It's amazing. Yes we're definitely on our way. But we need to continually hold that vision and not lose hope on it. It already is here outside of 3-D time. It's here for all of us if we choose.

WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ENJOY DOING IN YOUR FREE TIME?

When I'm unplugged on Sundays, I am such a lover of art and design and architecture and fashion - anything that's visual beauty. It makes my heart sing. And even here in Los Angeles I'm living in the actual designers row here where there are showrooms - beautiful interiors and art and fashion all around where I live. I needed it it's like food to me so that's part of what I do.I either will go out and go to the museums, anywhere that has beautiful visual imagery or architecture or even music - listening to melodic music. Anything that appeals to the senses really feeds me. And I'm a sun worshiper - my spirit is set when I can relax soaking up the sun or when I do long meditative walks in nature. I need that regularly. Just communing with nature and feeling the warm sun into my skin it's like food to me as well. So those are the things that I'm passionate about and I try to fit in if I can. And then again not often as I'd like but when I can get together and just commune with people with the same devotion , dedication, awareness and purpose in life that also feeds my spirit. I don't feel so alone here and misunderstood when I'm able to spend some time with just some dear souls who are also on the same path. It's very nourishing for me.
(Meg's photos taken from megbenedicte.com)

WHAT HAVE YOU LEARNED FROM YOURSELF FROM THIS EXPERIENCE?

You know, I have to say that I had to unlearn more than I had to learn when I was in more of the human Meg portion of my life. Because I realized I was very programmed and patterned to my parents' operating system. I learned it didn't match me. It didn't feel right. So I spent quite a bit of time unlearning that patterning and programming to get into the deeper true essence of who I am. Once I was able to break free from all the constraints of my early childhood and the conditioning of culture and religion, I was able to then to see my true self. That's where the learning began. I was able to observe as a witness how my true self wanted to express through me. That's when I was able to learn what my true passions were, and what fed my soul. And also what the drive was -- I had a very strong inner drive from my higher self to not be complacent and not be satisfied with the status quo. There's something in me that's constantly seeking to grow and to learn. even when I was at UCLA , I could have been a full time student my whole life. They finally had to kick me out because I was over my credits. They were like "All right you're DONE. You need to move on." (laughs)

I love learning. I'm like a sponge. I love learning how the Universe operates, and how our biology operates. There's so much to learn. I am constantly seeking understanding of all of existence. So that will continue to keep me busy I'm sure way into the future.

WHAT HAVE YOU UNLEARNED?

I definitely had to unlearn that I'm just an ego and a body. I had to unlearn to live in my mind. I had to learn how to live in my heart - in my CORE. I had to embrace my own power and my own ability that I could be just whole and complete in myself. That was a huge unlearning, because of my mother's patterning. It was starting to in a sense take apart the weakened feminine and start to embrace the divine feminine inside me so I can be complete, whole and independent. Unlearning limiting beliefs and patterning in our mind. There's so much negativity where we are always criticizing ourselves all of that has to be unlearned and I'm still breaking that down. And that's coming from the ego and so it's really unlearning this ego that develops over the years to the point where it really just blends more into the soul presence and to the higher knowing...higher self. I think at that point then we live in just this constant state of grace. There's no more of this discordant negativity anymore. I can't stand the negativity that runs in the mind. I've gotten a lot out of it but I'm still unlearning negative ego to the point where I want it gone.

I REALLY LIKE WHAT YOU SAID. TAKING ONE DAY OFF IN THE WEEK TO REST. I TEND TO DO SO MANY THINGS AND FORGET TO REST. THANK YOU FOR REMINDING ME.

I found that if I didn't unplug one day of the week I started to lose my 'chi'. I would just get too fatigued. I found out too Juno that if we aren't making some time - and it doesn't have to be the whole day - I'm having to do this myself - Set aside some time through the week - maybe an hour here and an hour there where we can go into the silence - I found that if I do that it keeps me open to the guidance that's coming in.

If I get too busy I start to lose that connection and then I feel lost. I find that I have to at least get into the quiet...into the silence at maybe 3 times a week, just try to stay plugged into my higher consciousness, my higher knowing, and receive the guidance. because I hear it more clearly now. I get my directions on what steps to take.

YES. INTUITION COMES MORE ALIVE IN SILENCE. 'THE MESSAGE' IS SO CLEAR. I KNOW IT. IT'S THERE AND I AM THANKFUL I GET TO RECEIVE IT EACH DAY.

It's so true, and you have the faith that it will come. It's so important I think most people don;t have that faith yet that you know next week or a month from now, or six months from now that the message for the steps to take will come. But over time I now know with continual proof and evidence that the message ALWAYS comes. I have total faith and it's calmed me down and I can relax into the now moment because I know that next week I'll get the next message. That's the only way to live- to let go of worry of the past and the future - to live in the moment and know that you will be guided every step of the way. It's liberating, and you're proving it.

IF THERE'S ONE THING YOU WOULD LIKE TO CHANGE ABOUT THE WORLD WHAT WOULD IT BE?

What I've been able to discover going through this entire process is the more and more that I would work in the vortex energy and open up to all 12 dimensions and all time, it showed me what's happening here in the invisible realm. This is what we call the astral plain or the etheric realm. This is where humanity is caught - in this illusion. Because it's only believing what it can see. And so this was mind boggling to me. To begin to witness that the human mind and the human biology is severely limited and locked down and being controlled by the whole race - an alien ET race that's controlling the planet right now since Atlantis. That pissed me off. That really upset me. So part of my inner drive and what I want to do to change the world is to unlock humanity from this controlling program. It's even got into our DNA - We're only surviving on a double helix DNA where we actually have dormant codes for 12-strand DNAs. My goal in this lifetime is to do everything that I can to liberate humanity from this 1% elite that controls the planet and also to come in and unlock this corrupted code in the DNA and to open us up to become 12-strand divine humans. It's like an obsession in me. This is what I'm thinking about day and night and I will not stop until we can figure out how we can do this. Every year I am able to access more and pull this off from myself and clients, and I know this year we're gonna do it. We're gonna get free. I know it in every fiber of my being. We're gonna do it.

WHAT IS LOVE?

You know it's funny 'coz there's this whole program on the planet that love is an emotion that we share. But I don't experience it that way. I experience love as an energy and it appears to me as Crystalline Light and it's the essence of pure creation. So when I am able to tap into the energy of love it feels like the unifier of our existence.

When I am able to have it in my heart or in my body... or when I am feeling it resonate with another being it seems to pull us together. It bonds us, it blends and merges us into strands of connection and oneness. I find love as more of an energy of unity. Not so much what we would consider on a human level - which is more of an emotion.

DREAMS & ASPIRATIONS.

You know as I've gone through my personal transformation I discovered my soul has several abilities that are more dominant. One is that my soul is a code breaker and it's also a system buster. So that's partly what this drive in me is. It's to figure out how to break down these hybrid codes in our biology so we can unlock our DNA unlock our bodies and minds and we start to activate the dormant codes of the 12-strand DNA. That's one of my aspirations and dreams.

When I'm able to go into the dream state I see humanity where they really are timeless and ageless and self regenerating. Our original biology is self-healing. So I dream of living in that youthful timeless ageless capacity where I am no longer living in the downward spiral of time and decay and age. I want to live where I am constantly regenerating my health and my biology so it doesn't ever have to age or die. And to do this what I've been able to determine is we will start to form the actual molecules of our physical self through the consciousness that travels through our brains and through the receptor sites in ourselves as opposed to what's happening now. Right now our molecules are compressed together by gravity, by the polarity of the magnetic geo-fields here. We're formed and were compressed and we're locked into this static rigid dense matter that creates us. The goal is to bring out that consciousness that is streaming through my mind and my brain into my molecules and forming me and soul regenerating me. So then when people ask me what do I think, are we going to die - I would say no, there would be an inner knowing when our time has been fulfilled here. Our work has been fulfilled here and then we transform ourselves with our consciousness into light and transition back to Source. It's not where we have to go through a physical death to return home. That's my dream.To be able to do that in this life.

Just the possibility in the mind of non-aging, being self-regenerating, I think that's amazing because as more and more people hold that as a possibility in their minds that gets into the collective and it becomes more and more real. I believe it's coming. I truly believe it.

Just on a more personal level - on dreams...I would still like to visit the beautiful sites around the world when I feel that our planet has transitioned into the New Earth. I hold that as a dream and I would love to be able to do that at some point.

I SEE A LOT OF PEOPLE BEING DRIVEN BY THE SAME GOALS. WE'RE NOT ALONE.

No were not and I think we'd like be a member of a global community as opposed to just these small little towns we're living in. Thank God for the internet that's opening us up to all of this. But I actually want to be able to physically get there and experience it too.

ON 2012.

It's interesting because a lot of what's happening in 2012 is still being formed now and that's all happening in alignment to the galactic equator and the Great Central Sun. So in a sense we are all creating it now, in real time as we go but some of it are not completely determined yet. From what I can tell when I go into more of the higher dimensions and observe it appears as there are actually two worlds that exists here on earth. We have this old paradigm of 3 dimensional duality that's collapsing now because it's unsustainable. All the resources have been hoarded by just one person under the controllers and so when I look at that world it's like grey and it's losing life force and it's dying. And then I look at the New Earth and it's all these crystalline brilliant colors. It's flush. It's full of nature. It's thriving and it's growing.

These two paradigms or world realities - they co-exist right now. There's many of us who's feeling drawn into living in the New Earth energies and just keeping that inside us and around everybody and then when we go out into the world we're very contained and even if we're witnessing others outside still playing the 3D game. so in a sense right now were in this transition wherein we're both existing next to each other. But what I see is as the frequencies of the two worlds go further and further apart they start to repel each other away. It's happening - so if you find that you are around people or situations or experiences where they are in a very very low vibration of separation and duality you're gonna feel more and more repelled from it, and it's not even from judgement. It's more like your energy can't be next to it. I'm finding that happening now and it's getting stronger and it So what I'm sensing is by the end of the year the two will have so repelled away that they're pull apart and we will then see or experience the containment of one and the containment of the other where you aren't then having to witness both at the same time. And what I feel is then the New Earth that will eventually become its own earth - its own existence is one that exists in all 12 dimensions of this Universe. It's very abundant. It's being fed by that standing wave pulse of creation that is in the zero point of our galactic core as opposed to what's happening in the 3D duality paradigm which is all about polar opposites. We're gonna move into this singular pulse of life, and of creation inside us and in our planet and in the Universe. This pulls us more into the natural rhythm of the universe. Almost like riding the wave. You're just gonna feel like you're in the flow and it's very smooth and graceful and full of joy and you won't feel that backlash of negativity that happens when you're in a polarized world. That will be eliminated. So when we're in more of a flow, it opens up our whole being to really start to receive and experience this abundance of our quantum universe.

So what we're moving into is a realm where it's fed by continual free energy in that standing wave pulse of singularity. We'll be able to easily source ourselves with energy, source our homes, our business, our families, this whole hoarding of energy is going to disappear when we move fully into the New Earth.

It's already alive. many of us are already living in it and the more of us that choose it makes it stronger and it builds that critical mass where then the two worlds ca pull apart.

I have to tell you, when I first had my kundalini activation, it felt like the global plan of ascension for 2012 was different. It felt like we originally intended to transcend the polarity in the planet and evolve all beings but when we found as we got closer and closer to 2012 was there was a real lock down and many souls were not awakening. They were not assisting the transcendence of polarity. They were still trapped in polarity. I'm talking even about Starseeds and Lightworkers. This was very alarming. So what I found with my work with the Sirian Council and the Ascended Masters is we had to start to develop this New Earth Hologram - This New Earth Paradigm, and we're going to allow the old world to basically just kind of wither and die on its own. In a sense it's already set into motion so we're just going to allow what it does. But we give the option for souls to choose to move into resurrection and into ascension and enlightenment, in that sense all options are on the table and open to what people prefer.

This second plan is not as easy as the first one, because instead of transcending the polarity we have to allow it to collapse and die. It's not the preferred and easier plan but it is what is working.

I think this is why I see a lot of posts on Facebook - I feel there is a lot of communication still of the demise or the Armageddon reality which saddens me because that isn't what you have to experience if you don't want to. You don't have to choose that.

YOU'RE FACE TO FACE WITH YOURSELF AS A LITTLE CHILD. WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO YOU?

The thing I would say to my child self is that you're not alone or abandoned here. Even though you can't see it or you can't feel it. I would guarantee to my child that she is loved and she is surrounded by light beings that are protecting and providing for her needs. If I had known that - that would have given me such great comfort and lay down a lot of childhood fears and sense of loneliness and disconnection.

ON SOUL MATES & TWIN FLAMES.

I've experienced both here in this life and past lives. It's not quite how a lot of humans think it is.When I'm able to go up into the realm of Source Creator - I'm using this vortex upward spiraling - When I take it all the way up to the highest highest realm and level or Source where I am able to connect to my I AM PRESENCE - my divinity and source - That's where I am actually able to see that I'm a part of a higher dimensional soul group.

That's the first thing I think that people don't quite understand - that we're here and part of this beautiful soul group that has this same soul signature and a lot of times we'll come down and drop down and individualize here. But when I go up and blend into my soul group this is where I find my divine feminine and my divine masculine energies. Now at times when we decide to drop down and incarnate individually, that's when we come into more of a gender base because we're in a dualistic world. We come into one or the other. The feminine or the masculine genders. At that point then that I noticed (and I had this running in me when I was younger) that when we embody the separate gender it creates this yearning inside us to find our opposite because we are in separation. There is this inner drive to find the opposite gender so we can merge and become whole again.

Now what I see out in the world is this whole program of uniting with your twin flame - it's to try to create that sense of completion or wholeness through the partner. This is what my ascended masters have been trying to re-direct me away from that and work on uniting the divine feminine and masculine all the way from the I AM down into my body so I have all of it inside me - even if I am in a female gender. So I have both present - both alive - both uniting inside me. And they call it the "Sacred Union" or the "Trinity" where the Feminine and Masculine plus Source forms the Trinity and this is brought alive in myself.

This is what I have been working on in the past year quite significantly because it's to prepare us for 2012 where we are here in this opportunity to become whole . What this does is it eliminates this desperate yearning inside us to find the twin as a lover, so that we feel complete. It's not that we don't want to express this unity - this trinity - inside our hearts to a partner. That's still being fulfilled. But it's not coming from that sense of being half - to try to become whole with another being. That's my experience with twin flames. Now when I actually manifested physical connection here it's so magnetic. It's truly an electrical current that gets ignited in your body - in your chakras, when you are in resonance with a being who has the same soul signature and is of the twin flame energy. It's very very powerful and strong. It pulls you together. It s very magnetic. But the problem that I found with it is if you aren't whole and contained you actually lose yourself into it and you can become very dependent on that person. That creates a lot of dysfunction. That's also what I'm seeing play out in a lot of couples in working with my clients. If they hadn't done the work ahead of time, if they haven't been able to integrate the feminine and the masculine inside of themselves in a wholeness in that sacred trinity then you're into some painful experiences because what it does is it starts to split you out and you start to lose yourself to that magnetic energy in that person and it takes time until you are able to become whole again. So that's part of the healing process that twin flames will trigger in people, if they still need to unify these energies inside them.

As far as soulmates - It feels to me from what I experienced that soulmates are more from different soul groups but they've embodied in connection during incarnation. They have a history together and there is this beautiful eternal love between them, a very strong bond. So when they meet they feel an instant familiarity. It doesn't make sense but usually they're picking off what they left off from the past life. They're actually just coming back in physical form again and all of that memory of the past life of the soul mate is alive again. They're picking up where they left off. There can be a lot of karma in it. There's just a lot there that may need to be healed or resolved from the past life. It's also a very strong love - but it doesn't have all that confusion of the twin flame magnetics. I feel it is much easier to be with a soulmate than with a twin flame if you haven;t healed through the karma.

Also, if you have gone through the healing of the twin flame separation and you're now able to hold that in union inside you that to me is when you can express that to your soulmate. You bring that twin flame union with each other. You share that and it's able to be alive here in this life.

I don't think that we have to be with a Twin Flame in order to experience that love. We're not dependent on a Twin Flame embodying here. A lot of them are not embodied. Mine isn't at this point. But we can actually bring the twin flame love into a soulmate connection and have that be very beautiful and alive and fulfilling us. We're not dependent on us having to to just wait and embody with a twin flame because it's not part of the plan that they are both here on the planet at the same time. A lot of times your twin flame will be like your lifeline while you're here and they are in spirit. That's actually how it's set up with my connection to the Sirian council. My twin flame was an elder on the council. He was my lifeline here from spirit as I was in the physical. I see that actually to be quite a common set up.

WHAT DO YOU LOVE MOST ABOUT WHAT YOU DO?

I'm 52 years old now, up into my mid 30s I was living more of the human Meg plan and I didn't find it to fit me or fulfill me. A lot of it was designed by my parents' operating system. Once I was able to get free of that history and lineage and the matrix of the family, then I had the freedom to be me. What I found is that we're in a sense coded and wired to live a certain destiny to live a soul purpose and i was finally able to do that. That has been so fulfilling to me where I am able to express my truth. It's being received. It's being accepted. It's able to flow through me freely. It's able to assist others.They say "What you give out returns" It's very fulfilling because I am in a sense demonstrating living as an actualized soul. Seeing your true divinity and fulfill your purpose is the reward when you are able to live in your destiny and purpose. That's what I love so much about being able to live this way. It's living authentically and being able to live in integrity where what you say you think you do - your actions are all coming into alignment. They're all starting to be from one source inside you. It's an incredible way to live because I know what it's like to not live this way. Once you are able to get into it and compare it's incredible and very fulfilling.

When we are able to be authentic it works or operates just like a mirror so it's mirroring back to us who we are. We develop a sense of self and confidence and even more courage to take more of ourselves out into the world. It contributes to us expressing even more and more and growing. Kind of like when I see how our energy operates in the universe - especially when I use this vortex because it's always now running around my aura - It creates this torus spin around the energy body so whatever I'm able to send out and express out can then loop back in and that's the mirror effect I'm talking about. It's very self affirming, and being able to assist others, to be able to receive that and experience that is just liek icing on the cake it's extraordinary. I think this whole way of living in a mirroring universe where what we send out comes back is so powerful and can guide us where we want to clear or heal something that doesn't feel good and then be abel to direct ourselves to what actually is fulfilling and receive that more and more. I just love how our universe works like that.

I'VE ALWAYS FELT THE SAME CONNECTION WITH THE UNIVERSE. OFTEN WHEN I ASK, THE ANSWERS COME - AT TIMES NOT HOW I WANT IT EXACTLY BUT WHAT IS BEST FOR ME. I NEED ONLY TO SET THE INTENTION, STAY IN MY HEART CENTER, AND BEGIN MANIFESTING.

Our heart centers are so valuable. I find that this is where our human self and where our soul presence connects and bonds and communicates to each other so if that heart center isn't developed yet I can't imagine how they're operating because they're not connected to their higher being and consciousness.

Keeping the heart open and sharing that energy of the divine love and picking the moments to get quiet and like what you said ask for the message from spirit - that's how we can live in our full potential. It is the way and it works. We're getting so much help from the cosmos. This is it. This is the year to do it. It's all set up.

TELL ME SOMETHING THAT NOT A LOT OF PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT YOU THAT THEY PROBABLY SHOULD.

Here's a tidbit that I can share with you that most people don't know it's not something I talk about freely on the radio show or with clients. It is a motivator for why my soul is here at this time at 2012.

I started working with the vortex - which works kind of like a time machine so you can go into that expanded state and drop into any of your incarnations and start to see what was occurring . That's what I have been doing all these years. Most of my incarnations were not here on Earth. I've only been here on Earth a few times and when I do come in I'm not actually born here. I visit and I drop in with an existing soul as a walk in. And I merge with them - have an agreement to work like a group soul. I've basically only been here for like a handful of times. Every single time my soul comes in as a walk in to a group soul. That has been a key for my soul to come in without getting into the incarnational cycle and the karmic wheel. In that way I haven't had to get stuck in karma where you have to keep reincarnating. It's really a trap. I've been able to stay out of that and not be veiled to the astral plane and the universe. That is part of why my soul comes in so I can maintain a vision and an understanding of what's happening in the higher dimensions and the unseen world and do the things I needed to do. I can travel in the vortex and I can go through all time and I can go out to see where our future outcome for earth and humanity already exists and is successful. So those of us who are already able to connect to the future - you can bring that alive inside you now here and help direct it to occur.

YOUR ONE MESSAGE TO THE WORLD.

I really believe that every soul has an opportunity at this time - especially this year - to be able to relate with their divinity and TRANSFORM this human race in ways we can't even imagine. That's where I feel we're heading. We're going to become co-creators of our future destiny and if I can have one message that would be to share that with everyone so they feel EMPOWERED and they start GETTING INVOLVED and become the co-creator that they are.

(This interview was conducted via Skype on April 1, 2012)