Tuesday, November 29, 2011

The Key is Balance


Too much of something always separates me from who I am, regardless of its nature. It can be anything, food, a form of art, a belief, a person... no matter how healthy they make me inside out, or how inspired I am in their presence, if I cannot find inspiration in myself, or, if I develop a dependency on them without which I end up feeling incomplete, then I am better off without them. 
The key is balance, and a few other strengths that involve taking risks, constantly stepping out of my comfort zone, and stepping in again. So I can enjoy my wins and overcome my failures. For I know too that suffering is not a virtue and that I deserve all the joys that come in to my life. It was the experience of attachment that taught me how to detach when I need to make that move, and I am grateful for this lesson on freedom.






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Friday, November 25, 2011

Soulspeak With UNGRIP's Rob In The Pagé Family



"Here is the thing; a person means persona which is a mask. A corporation is a corps / dead body and a corporation sole is when a man wraps the dead body / corporation around themselves and puts on a mask and lives as a dead corporation. My vision is to teach people about this fiction and help them to stop living like a dead person and start living as a man. You may be familiar with the process where you go from being dead to being alive?...Resurrection! It is time to get rid  of the dead and start to live. What ever form that may take. It will be interesting."



A Man of Action

Rob in the Pagé Family was a former successful IT professional who ended his career after 20 years on the job to move his family into the country to build an off-grid home, grow their own food and establish the Pagé family domain. In a period of over 3500 hours, since July 2008 testing the theories learned, his teaching on self governance, freedom, sustainable living and balanced living began started to gain widespread recognition. Rob’s teachings have gathered tremendous respect from his students who attend his classes each week in Edmonton city located in Alberta province, encouraging many to be the change they want to see in the world. One of his students was Ben Stewart , filmmaker for Kymatica, who,along with his brother was inspired to create “UNGRIP” that they released on October 1, 2011 which features Rob’s home, his work and his philosophy on life.  

I am blessed to have Rob as my guest this evening, this movie and his story speaks to my soul and has awakened in me, not the answers I needed to see but the questions that I always had in me...and perhaps in the hearts of many others. Do we know what truly matters most in life? Are we aware of what enslaves us? Are we truly free? 


In a nutshell, who is Rob Page? 
Who am I? Well, I AM that I AM. That is a huge question with an answer that I am still trying to figure out. I know that what I 'do' does not define me but helps me answer a few questions along the way. In the end it is not what I have acquired or the jobs that I have worked that makes the difference but what impact I have had on the lives of other people. I know that I can change but one man and that is me. So I focus on my life and willing to expose and share my story in the hopes that I can influence others who like what they see. This is such a deep philosophical question to ask that there is no way I could do this any justice. So a bit of a Bio; I grew up on a farm in northern Alberta, attended collage to study computer systems and worked in the IT industry for 20 years. I am married with two sons and I quit my job to  move out onto the farm to live off grid. Lots of that story you already know from the film. What you may not know is that I suffered from depression for most of my life where it nearly took my life (suicide attempt) in 1999 and 2000. I recovered by surrendering my ways to learn a new way of living and I learned that through confrontation and support through a group therapy program. I learned a lot of my deep emotional, mental, physical and even spiritual lessons from that group. About 3 years later I really explored my spirituality when I came to the point where everything was good, but I was asking "now what?". there is more to life than this. That is where I started my spiritual work and exploring my relationship with the Creator (God) and the Christ Consciousness. My take on the Bible is not typical nor traditional. I studied Taekwondo for 10 years and taught for many of those years. That experienced re-enforced what I learned in my recovery from depression. I also use what I learned in the martial arts to help teach about sovereignty and self determination / self governance. It is the blocks that we place upon ourselves that limit what we can and cannot do. I work on pushing people through those barriers so that they can realize their own power and potential. 

What passions are you able to enjoy right now? 
I love living on the farm too but I love teaching. What I teach though is very difficult for people to swallow as it requires a compete shift in consciousness and having to "let go" or "Ungrip" their current life style. 99.999% of the people I've taught understand and like what I teach but they are not willing to make that shift yet. Taking 100% responsibility for their lives means letting go of many of the benefits and privileges they have in their lives and that is too much for them to let go of. Ironically though, it is those things that are causing a lot of the problems we face in our lives to date too. 

How has life changed for you since you went off the grid?
I do find that now that I have no "job" I am busier than ever.  I don't know how people can work a full time job and get all the other stuff in life done. I've built two earthships, garage, sheds and a home for my mother-in-law in the past four years. yes, my mother-in-law has moved out here with us and I've pledged to care for her as community and family should. I feel it is duty to family that binds the family together. I am willing to do that. 

I find that with no "job" it permits me to go out and help others, even at the last minute. Spending time with somebody is the best gift one can give as time is the most valuable thing we have. It is also what helps build strong relationships. I feel life is all about relationships; with the self (most important) and the creator, family, friends, food, environment, etc. So I like to work on those relationships the best I can. 

Let's say someone approaches you and says "I'd like to do what you're doing go off grid" What's the first thing that that person must do?
What I've done has taken 6 1/2 years. It takes time and patience and help. I teach Taekwondo so what I do is I ask this question: Let's say you are in my class, and let's say I stack 5 bricks and ask you to break these bricks. Would you be able to do that? Probably not. Even if I believe this a vast majority won't be able to do so, not because they don't have the strength but because they lack the confidence that they can break them. What I did to go off grid is similar to this. So I start training people to break one board, slowly over time. This increases their technique and ability to bust down the belief  that keeps a student from thinking that they can break concrete blocks. 

So I tell them to make a list. This list would have all the things that they are dependent on. Let's say grocery, utilities, banks, parents, a spouse. And then I ask them to take a look at that list and identify one thing that is fairly easy to knock out of all dependencies. That way confidence is built and slowly the rest gets knocked out over time, until 100% is knocked out. I don't want people to want to do what I'm doing. I want them to figure out what they want to do. And to figure it out themselves. 

How did you get to start working with Ben Stewart? What is it about him that made you said YES LETS DO THIS.
I met Ben in Toronto when I did my very first workshop. We have been talking on an off since then and he then approached me in 2009 to make a film about my life. I was surprised to say the least, so he came up here in the winter of 2008/2009 to make some film. That would be the scenes you saw on UNGRIP that had snow on the ground. Then in the summer of 2009 I got scared and I told him 'no'. the fear was very intense. But over the next 12 months he and I did a lot of growing and talking. In the spring of 2010 we decided to move ahead with the project and he came out to take some more footage. That is where the summer scenes are in the film.  At that point there were delays, reworks and many different versions of the film. it has matured a LOT since 2010 as you can very well imagine. But I kept telling him not to worry. It will be ready at the right time and the message will be exactly what it needs to be. needless to say we were both very surprised to watch world events unfold around the release of the film. I am still amazed at what is happening around the film, people broadcasting it against buildings in downtown LA. amazing. 

I respect Ben a lot. his ability to see different points of view and to make me think is amazing. His first two films reflected a lot of the views I had but were not really able to articulate. He has a wonderful way of communicating and I think his artistic abilities serve him very well in that capacity. He is extremely creative and I trusted him explicitly to express the intent behind my work. He did such a beautiful job I am still in shock and awe. I love that man tremendously. 

I'm interested to hear your views on the Occupy Movement.
I think this is an extremely important event to occur. Not that I will protest anymore now that I've taken steps to be an adult, but I see this as people expressing some anger and frustration. Emotions that are very real and positive. There is no such thing as negative emotions. What is negative is how we respond to the emotions we do have. (addictions is one way to respond negatively) you can read my "evolution of revolution" document to get a better sense of this child / adult thing too. Either way, people will find that the state will not "change" much or if it does, people will replace it with a model that will corrupt over time just like all revolutions have for thousands of years. However, I believe we can break the cycle by governing ourselves just as our creator intended us to do. But that takes a lot of work and effort - as all things do when you do something 'new'. The learning curve is intense but doable. I believe the solution is simple. hard work, but simple. That solution is to see us for who we are, the 'I AM'. We are God's off spring and we are hear to learn how to govern the self so that we can move on to other and better things. This three dimensional world is here so that we can learn to create and how to respect the other 'I AM' that we are co-creating with. I can quote many scripture to support this but I suspect you are right along with me on this anyway.

So the protesters will find this as a learning opportunity if they embrace it for what it really is. One cannot change another due to free will, so they will go home and either surrender to the state or take the steps to govern the self. That is the message from the film and I feel that consciousness is sweeping across the face of this earth as we speak. 

On Love
I don't believe Love is an emotion but an action and actions speak louder. There are emotions behind it and part of it is tough love. At a time I couldn't see it as love,  because tough love could be painful. But I think that the most loving thing that you can do to people is to challenge and confront them so they can realize the truth in them. It's difficult to see what we are doing sometimes because we lie to ourselves. We lie to ourselves to justify certain behaviors and sometimes we need a third party to show us that. 

I've gone through a long period of depression too, and when I got over it I still couldn't say I'm healed completely, because that would be lying to myself. Sometimes it comes back. and I am pulled to go back to my old ways. Is this something that you experience as well? And if so, what particular advice can you share to people who are dealing with the same situation. 
I recognize that this is probably something that I'm going to deal with for the rest of my life. So I made myself a life motto which consists of two words: "VIGILANT" and "PERSISTENCE". Vigilant is always being aware of how I am feeling, recognizing certain behaviors that lead to inappropriate actions, if I do persistence comes in and I work my way through it. It's not gonna be that dark and gloomy place where I tried to kill myself. And what I did to remind myself of this was to engrave these two words - vigilance and persistence - on my wedding band, in Korean, because it was in Korea where Taekwondo originated. And it is through this sport that I achieved strength and mastery of these two words in training.  So, when I get depressed it's not as bad as it used to be. 

This is a life-long endeavor and life is movement - what are your next steps now that you have established this way of living?
So now that UNGRIP is out, my vision is to help people get to the point where they can govern themselves. I came up with a greenhouse design to grow food all year around in northern Canada - off grid using rammed earth/earth ship type technology. I want to build these things in community gardens and everywhere where we can. hundreds if possible so that people can take back control of their food. We give away so much of our power, I am trying to teach people how to keep that power to empower themselves and be more conscious as to where they give the power away; eg giving it to family, friends and communities rather than dead corporations and government entities. 

Here is the thing; a person means persona which is a mask. A corporation is a corps / dead body and a corporation sole is when a man wraps the dead body / corporation around themselves and puts on a mask and lives as a dead corporation. My vision is to teach people about this fiction and help them to stop living like a dead person and start living as a man. You may be familiar with the process where you go from being dead to being alive? 

Resurrection!

It is time to get rid  of the dead and start to live. What ever form that may take. It will be interesting. I believe the Christ Consciousness has already descended upon the face of the earth and it is up to us to feel that energy and incorporate it into our lives. Being balanced and centered is key. 

Your ONE MESSAGE to the world.
My message to the world? All I can really think of is a quote from one of my favorite people in history; Gandhi. He said "be the change you want to see in the world'. He was absolutely correct. the only one we can change is ourselves. but we can make a difference in the world by walking the path and setting the example and having the courage to share that story with others. I was scared out of my mind up to the release of the film, and I am glad I fought through that fear, otherwise we would not be talking right now. So I continue to walk the path I believe is right for me and ask that people do not believe a word I say. Go figure out the truth for yourself. Go do your own thing. Go follow your own heart and work everything out for yourself. When we do that, we will co-create something bigger and better than anything we have done in the past. I am so excited to see what we create out of all this and I am happy to be a part of it. Looking forward to seeing how we live as a group of kings and queens! 

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To find out more about Rob please visit his 

www.ConsciousSelfGovernance.ca










The Meaning of Love and Happiness (As told by a 4 year old boy)


I was having breakfast with my 4 year old nephew, Johnny today when I asked him two questions."What is love?" and he answers "Love means you love someone" And then I asked "What is happiness?", funny he says "Happiness means you love someone" ... Love and Happiness, two different words but for this little boy they mean the same thing! -- and they're all about the act of GIVING.  

Children... they unlock so many secrets for us. I believe in this, they are the true wisdom keepers.  





Photo by Amber Guno



Thursday, November 24, 2011

THANK YOU


THANK YOU

To the lost and confused, thank you for inspiring me to teach. 
To the innocent and child-like, thank you for inspiring me to learn. 
To the learned and wise, thank you for inspiring me to un-learn things.
To the daring and vigilant, thank you for inspiring me to fight the good fight. 
To the ecstatic and triumphant, thank for inspiring me to celebrate. 
To the passionate and spirited, thank you for inspiring me to dream. 
To the joyful and fancy free, thank you for inspiring me to dance. 
To the witty and humorous, thank you for inspiring me to laugh.
To the peaceful and grateful, thank you for inspiring me to live. 
To the recluse and solitary, thank you for inspiring me to be patient.
To the fearful and paranoid, thank you for inspiring me to see who I am not.
To the kind and gentle, thank you for inspiring me to see who I am. 
To the broken & beaten, thank you for inspiring me to heal.


Wednesday, November 23, 2011

The Truest Wealth




One of the most important lessons I've learned in life is to never settle for anything less for myself, and this has nothing to do with material possessions by the way. I am talking about the things that truly matter. There are many ways to fill your heart, and cultivate the soul. In my case I go out and take a trip closer to Nature, fill the air with music, write, paint, cook or spend time with family and loved ones or watch my daughter sleep, and give her hugs. Whatever gives you joy, and a feeling of peace at the moment, do it. For no matter how much money you have in the bank, or how many parties you go to, no matter how smart you are or how many friends you have, at the end of the day, if you cannot smile and sleep in peace then you cannot really consider yourself wealthy. For true abundance is the wealth that flows within our Spirit. So today, my message is simple feed your Soul with life experience--help others, spend time with others, and be a source of joy... Seek inspiration... hug your soul today, so you may find that smile and sleep well at night.



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On Singlehood


I have never felt so at peace being alone. Some call this phenomena 'Singlehood' , I simply call it a 'phase'. If it weren't for this solitude I would not have fallen in love with the world the way I did... I feel myself connecting with life,and vice versa. Hard to explain, really...  I just wanted you all to know that I am thankful for this experience .  


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PERFECT SKY (A Poem)


This moment I cannot describe, 
An air of bliss inside. 
Love has taken over. 
It consumes me. All of me. 
I have no words 
for this , 
Only kisses 
I send out to the sky. 
The perfect sky...
I become nothing, 
and everything.
There is no yesterday 
No tomorrow
Only today
For now is eternal
I trust. I surrender.
To this infinite Gift.


Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Facebook Helps Old Woman Find Her Missing Husband : The Story of Aurelia and Luis



A man named Reddie saw this woman yesterday in a street corner in Manila and took a shot of her , Aurelia was alone and had a flyer of a missing person taped on her back. The missing person was her husband, Luis Matias, he had been missing for two weeks. She told him that Luis was 78 years old, and he displays childish behavior... Touched by the story and by Aurelia's devotion, Reddie put this photo out on FB, along with details on how to contact him. He wanted to help her. A few hours later the photo was shared by more than 50 thousand people, and a few more hours later, the story was featured on TV... and then...a few more hours later... The husband was found , sitting by a corner in a railway station , and they were reunited !

Such an inspiring story, I couldn't help but think that if this happened to me I would do the same thing, and have faith in the fact that all things are possible when it comes to love... because I believe that once we set the intention, the universe will make it real for us... and it did make it real for her... through the help of Reddie, and the people on Facebook... Aurelia didn't stop until he was found, she risked appearing a fool, she risked the dangers that might come her way, being an old lady , walking alone on these busy streets...if only to find him, to me this is true Love... because Love does not hide or give up, it stays and fights, to live, to persevere... that's why love is so strong, so it can carry us all the way home.  





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1 Minute Reflection: JUST IMAGINE...


The sun was out today so I decided to go to the city. I was running around, train hopping , and the first thing I could think of was the incident that occurred yesterday, where a man laid down on the tracks at the 24th and Mission station and sadly, committed suicide. A few minutes later I started to look at the faces of people around me -- and saw this learned behavior by almost every single person on each train -- To frown or have a blank face, to avoid eye contact with any passenger, to go about one's own business without a care in the world for anyone but themselves ... I know how it goes because I am guilty of the same behavior sometimes 


I wonder how this all started, and when we decided to stop smiling and say hello to each other. I thought to myself, what if there was happy music playing in the train and in the station? What if the walls were painted with murals and rainbow colors instead of black or grey or blue? What if everyone dressed comfy clothes, instead of dark coats and sunglasses, what if they posted inspirational billboards on each wall and window? What if everyone smiled naturally and connected? Could the man, who had just ended his life --- could he have chosen a better reality?... It feels good to imagine sometimes, just imagine...






Friday, November 18, 2011

SOULSPEAK WITH VERONICA KRESTOW


"Although I am aware that I am guiding others through this transformational process, I am also participating, learning, and growing at the same time. The old paradigm of 'teacher knows all' is long gone in my perspective. We are all teachers and students for each other in this school of Life. Why would this truth be any different in a healing or inspirational setting?! It is a wonderful, liberating, unifying dance that has been quite freeing for me to realize, actually. The pressure is off... we can ALL be human!"


We Are Diamonds 

Since I am currently  in Northern California, I decided to feature someone who is from here too, just because I find this place so rejuvinating and healing... abundant with the energy and spirit of Nature, much like my guest Veronica Krestow, one of my favorite women on Youtube today. I am especially drawn to people who share their personal experiences as a way to help others, because I have always believed that this is how the energy of Love shall flow freely, and shared by all... through our stories... and she does this so naturally, without shame or fear, even if it means sharing the most unfavorable events, for it is in these events that her story unravels the gem that she is.

I first encountered her videos through a friend's page, you can check them out just type in "Loveronica22." I remember  watching one called "Attracting The One" .  You might think that the topic has been played out so many times, but she discusses it in a way that I would discuss it-- we attract who we are... and we can never truly love anyone if we don't love ourselves first, and for this I resonate with her. After watching a few more videos, I realized how much we have in common, and in looking through viewer comments I realized how much other people have in common with us too! Veronica has been posting her beautiful thoughts and reflections for several months now, and  her audience has grown too... but what is most special about this girl is that as you watch her videos you can see her soul growing along with them too. 

You will notice too that she carries the theme of self-love, responsibility for one's physical emotional, mental and spiritual health.. It is so important for us to be aware of this, because the first step is always within, and having an awareness of ones inner light and power gives us strength to  embracing the challenges and adversities that come with change, only then can we find true meaning in all these  and see  our true worth. They say things do not get easier, we just get stronger. I have said this a few times, when the worst is over, when the dust settles, things clear up and all the gems will surface in time. We are gems. We will surface in time. Veronica is one of these rare gems, slowly emerging before us, and she now dedicates her life showing you the miracle that you too are capable of discovering, and manifesting in your life.



How did your service begin? What awakened you to share your heart to the world?  
Having been born and raised in Miami Beach, within a culture worshipping materialism, I became quite lost in the animal of achieving, doing, and in turn burying my authentic self. At 20 years old, during my final year of undergraduate school, I serendipitously met my first spiritual teacher, an unconventional psychologist, who blew the lid off of what I thought was my life. Every time I saw him, I spontaneously wept which was quite confusing to me at the time. In hindsight, I realize this was a natural response to being seen... really SEEN, for the first time. His authentic presence and blazing compassion began washing away my polished mask, initiating my return to Love. Something awakened in me during those sacred four months that ignited a strong desire to discover my True Self and eventually pay it forward.
If you could go back in time -- or another dimension, and be face to face with yourself as a child and say only one thing, what would you say to YOU?
I would kneel down, hold her little hands in mine and say, "Little One, I am not going to lie to you. The road ahead is going to bring a whole series of challenges and trials that are going to make you question yourself, other people, and life overall. You will want to hide, run away, give up... but, Precious One, please remember these words... 'No matter how dark it gets, love yourself anyway and follow your heart.' Just when it gets the very darkest, that is when something MAGNIFICENT will awaken within you and life will re-begin in a whole, new, miraculous way."
I was watching some videos with you and your partner. It's amazing to see your soul connection  and interested to know, how did you meet? 
Jason, my sacred partner, and I met 7 years ago when he subbed a yoga class I used to attend regularly. That was a good day!  Although, we were both in other relationships at the time, a soul friendship slowly began to form. The Universe seemed to be conspiring because we would run into each other everywhere. Years later, when I was going through my "dark night" (or dark months) in the Redwoods, I had no way of hiding the pain I was feeling.  As a result, I was more or less allergic to people... ALL people... and believe me, there is no pill for that. Strangely though, even then, only knowing Jason as the lovable yogi I had randomly and regularly shared short but poignant conversations in grocery aisles with, I felt drawn to intentionally connect with him. I knew he had traveled certain depths in his own journey; His soulful eyes give it away at first glance.  So, even though sacred solitude was my tonic, I spontaneously invited him to go for a hike while I was visiting LA at the start of 2010. From there, we cultivated a deeper level of friendship that eventually blossomed into the unexpected, magnificent love we find ourselves celebrating today.
What is it about him that you admire most?
He has this rare ability to embody sensitivity, authenticity, and pure loving, all the while being strong, present, and grounded as a man, as a soul. I am also most inspired by his primary devotion to his spiritual practice.
That's beautiful... And how do you keep connected everyday, while  manifesting and fulfilling your purpose and mission?
Together,  our priorities are the same: Spirit, Self, and each other (in that order). We have a morning ritual that sort of says it all. We have separate meditation spaces, but at some point each morning, one of us joins the other and we sit back to back, meditating and relishing in the fruits of our spiritual practices.
Tell me more about your page briefly... What is Diamond? It's goals and aspirations?
Diamond is a 7-step process that I teach through webinars, workshops, and individual sessions. It is a direct, simple, and repeatable practice that empowers people to be their own guides and counselors, while aligning with their Life's Purposes. It is one way of leading people to discovering their Truth and embodying Freedom. As far as my goals and aspirations, right now I am living one step at a time. I used to be very goal-centric. Now, I do my best to enjoy what is in the *here* and *now*. My current focus is to continue being fully Present with my private clients and webinar  students who I love and adore (we are just entering Week 6). From there, I will take a short break to complete my first book.

As a child, did you ever see yourself doing this?
As a child, I remember playing this silly, make-shift fortune teller game where you listed your top three dreams in various categories on a sheet of paper. My top 3 choices in my career section were always the same: "Actor, Singer, Psychologist" (in that order).  For as long as I can remember, I have loved to express through the arts and witness others authentically doing the same. I now realize that  Diamond  to some degree, is a medley of what I have always loved. 
What inspired you to create this? 
Quite frankly, Diamond  was created through sheer personal necessity. In 2009, I was living what many would consider a dream life in Los Angeles. I was in the best shape of my life, surrounded by conscious community, in love with a man I was preparing to marry, and living in our dream home. Yet, deep down, I was confused, afraid to commit, unsatisfied and feeling utterly alone. So, I left... I left it all behind, moved to the Redwoods of Northern California, and began dialoguing with anything and everything that was holding me back emotionally and mentally. Once I moved through the swamps of pain I was processing through, I realized that I had unknowingly been repeating a 7-step process that included Intention, Medicinal Dialogue, Presence, Self-Forgiveness, and Visioning.  This process transformed my life and continues to. The natural response was to share it with those who could also extract value.
How has this experience changed your life?
I have heard the philosophy many times before, "To learn, read. To know, write. To master, teach." I cannot agree with this more. In sharing this work with like-hearted groups and individuals, I am simultaneously mastering the art of Presence on levels I did not know were available to me. Although the path does not come without challenge, the fruits are quite sweet and nourishing!
Your biggest realization so far.
Although I, for example, am guiding others through this transformational process, I am also participating, learning, and growing at the same time. The old paradigm of 'teacher knows all' is long gone in my perspective. We are all teachers and students for each other in this school of Life. Why would this truth be any different in a healing or inspirational setting?!  It is a wonderful, liberating, unifying dance that has been quite freeing for me to realize, actually. The pressure is off... we can ALL be human!
What do you feel is your role in these times?
My role is quite simple: to embody deeper levels of Authentic Presence, Wholeness, and Freedom in my everyday life and to joyfully and genuinely serve from the overflow.
Your most memorable testimonial from your subscriber/viewer.
I once received a note from a woman who was days away from giving birth to her first child. In watching one of my videos, she had a spontaneous healing and sudden shift in consciousness around the importance of allowing emotion to healthily flow rather than the conditioned patterns of repressing and judging certain feelings as wrong or unworthy. After her own revelation settled, she then realized she could offer this freedom to her child as well. The depth and clarity of her note has stayed with me all of this time. Knowing that one more child would be coming into this world with increased love, presence, and authenticity in her home brings a liberating lightness to my heart.
If you were to define Love briefly...how would you define it?
An all-inclusive, delicious energy that bridges what was once perceived as separate.
If you weren't doing what you are doing now, what would you see yourself doing instead? -- Do you still have some other big dream to fulfill? 
Funny you should ask... lately, I have been having this strong desire to sing full blast. Maybe there is a hidden rock star in me revealing this strong sense that I will be doing some creative project in the near future that will fulfill this creative impulse...? For now, I am unleashing my voice by singing in my daily spiritual practice and it feels so liberating!
Your ONE MESSAGE to the world.
This one is easy... my message is no different than the one I shared with the Little One within. Lead with your heart and JUST BE YOU! Authentic, Unique, Magnificent YOU! 



To find out more about Veronica please check out her

www.veronicakrestow.com








A cup of warmth and wonder from a Soul like you.





I Was Born With Love In My Heart (A Poem)


I was born with love in my heart, 
I will live with love in my heart, 
I will die with love in my heart,
and I will do it all again,
with love in my heart




Thursday, November 17, 2011

The Chains of Love


The chains of love are chains made of the wind, and winds can never bind us inone place, only whirl us around in momentary bliss or set us apart... floating... to the song of the earth, losing ourselves and finding ourselves again, a constant dance in the maze.... The less we resist, the the more we free ourselves from the burden of time...the less we resist, the more we manifest the dream.



Wednesday, November 16, 2011

"THRIVE" The Movie 2011 : A Review



I just saw this movie and some people are asking me about my views on it. So here goes: Awesome trailer, it really built the hype. I enjoyed the first part where it discusses the Torus and Vector Equilibrium... I like the idea of free energy as an alternative to all our dependencies that compromise our lives and the lives of others. I was hoping to see more of that and how that plays out when applied in a larger scale, but the subject sort of just faded at some point before the narrator jumped into the subject of money and power.

As a whole I wasn't impressed with this movie. It didn't speak to my soul. I had to watch this moview twice and I did not finish it actually, the first time I watched it. As soon as it got to the point where they were featuring the website and when it began to look like a long advertisement for yet another corporate name and entity, I stopped watching. But, for the sake of the review, I needed to view it in its entirety. So I did, even if doing so did not make a difference. It's all been said and done before, and the problem remains.

I don't know.... perhaps because I am tired of seeing all these conspiracy theories, revelations or exposés recycled and packaged as new information to be sold to the general public. I choose to break away from this pattern for no other reason but that I aim to free myself from discourse that encourages blame or judgement over responsibility, and by this I mean accepting the failures of others, learning from it and seeing what it awakened in me, and moving on from it.

I'm more interested to see a viable solution , versus just a breakdown of alleged causes of the problem... There were tips and some advice given, but nothing that hasn't been said before... I am more interested to see how we can truly THRIVE in this world, not as victims, rather as HEROES, accountable for our shortcomings, our mistakes, having faith in our own path and course, making our own decisions rather than letting others decide for us... knowing ourselves rather than being quick to follow a crowd if only to be accepted and to appear noble or wise. 

I only hope that whoever watches this will not begin to depend on thrive.com in order to 'thrive' (if you know what I mean) and that the viewers transform their worlds for the better , not by living their lives trying to prove that they are right, but by simply DOING right. 

To each his own though and I am not here to argue with anyone, if it enriches your soul, then good for you. I honor the efforts baked in this cookie, but I don't think I can eat it. I've had too much of this taste, my soul seeks new flavor... New food... I need something raw... and something that will truly nourish me... Something I must cook myself... home style... with lots of gratitude, acceptance and forgiveness and blessed with kindness, compassion, and lots of hope sprinkled on it. That should be more satisfying-- for me at least.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

MY HEART BLOOMS ETERNALLY (A Poem)



I love you
And because of this love 
My heart blooms eternally
Like a garden that sits in the
Paradise of your soul
Waiting to be seen , and touched
By the light of your presence

You may never come to see it
Or feel the softness
Of my bed of roses
With your own two hands
Or witness the falling of my leaves
or petals
Or see their birth thereafter
With your own two eyes
But when this ground embraces my tears
I will rise for you
And bring my world to rise with me
So you will know
That you alone can rouse
A heart in slumber
Untamed ... Undone
Our universe becomes

And you alone can put me to sleep
In a lucid dream,
In the maze of time
and reason...
And when the light dims
You will forget this
And so will I
For we are one in this dream...
I want you to know that
I carved our words in the wind
And this wind shall carry our song
Until the day time disappears
And the memory of our hearts
come to life once again
We will always remember...

I love you
And because of this love
My heart blooms eternally
Like a garden that sits in the
Paradise of your soul
Waiting to be seen , and touched
By the light of your presence

Sunday, November 13, 2011

THE "SINGLE" QUESTION


I always get this Q on twitter : "If you know so much about love, then why are you single?" First of all, I don't know a lot, I just say a lot, even if it means giving up my pride or what I think is right, and maybe that's why people resonate... Imagine if we all expressed our fears and joys and desires and dreams, all at the same time... I bet we will learn that we're all carrying the same weaknesses, and strengths.

I am single because I finally chose to be single. One of my worst fears in the last 10 or so years is to be alone or to not have a partner in life, and that only made me settle... for someone who did not share the same reality with me, or someone I could never learn to trust, because I always feared too that there might not be any chance for love -- I have been there so many times, and I am tired of pretending to be blind to the truth. There comes a point in life where we all find new eyes and see things clearly , beyond illusions, and learn... My last relationship was the turning point for me. 

So here I am all fearful of being alone, and yet here I am almost 3 years without a partner. Am I over that fear? maybe, maybe not...Can life guarantee me that the next person will be the ONE for me? I'll never know until I fall in love again. The future looks a lot brighter for me though, because I am now aware of the infinite possibilities that come with a hopeful spirit. I am now aware that pain is something that passes, and if things do not work out I can always move on, for no other reason but that I CAN. I am now aware that there shouldn't be walls, just bridges. I am now aware that what I have always wanted, and needed is not something that the universe provides by making it magically appear in front of my face , rather by circumstances that I can only call divine guidance -- that allows me to discover, and unveil this love on my own, and that is simply MYSELF... I am more beautiful than I think I am... and so are YOU. 

As long as we keep remembering to stay in touch with this beautiful self only then can we truly live in harmony with each other, not because we are forced to but because there is no other choice but to live this way. When we resonate... we see oneness... we see true and unconditional love. And this is the kind of love that turns all noise into music...and the kind that makes all lovers dance.

So if you're alone, remember this: You aren't cursed , or doomed for life...This isn't ill-fate... This is the time you are being guided, to make the choice that best fits your reality. Don't ever be afraid of being alone... for we are not alone... we are all-ONE.




Friday, November 11, 2011

SOULSPEAK WITH SHIMSHAI


"Love... well, it's a medicine that connects us whether or not we like it or understand it. It brings our spirits together, not just as family, but as partners, lovers, friends... connecting even those who have passed on, or have never met."  



From Our Roots To The Skies 
He is a self-proclaimed seeker of truth and his music invokes a sentiment of ancestral devotion and a dedication to higher consciousness. Something that the world needs right now at this very moment. I remember the day I discovered Shimshai's music on Youtube, that was a significant moment in my life, much like a breath of heaven or an awakening  , and if asked to describe his music, I would say only one thing: Shimshai's songs  move me, and touches me  deeply  , I liken his voice to flowing water, that purifies, refreshes, and heals. Listening  to songs such as "I Sense Your Presence", "Come", "All That I am" , "Be Here Now" is always a magical experience for me, but not as magical as today, because I was lucky enough to get a chance to chat with the man behind these beautiful melodies -- melodies that can only come from the Soul of the Earth, speaking to us, from our roots to the skies. 


Your songs, they're so uplifting, like something that can only come from dreams. Is this something you have seen yourself doing, or dreamed up when you were a child? 
My parents were both into music. At a very young age I learned to play instruments, piano was the first thing I learned  from my dad. My mom sings and plays the guitar. But it was only until I was a teenager that I really  got serious about it. 

Tell me about the birth of your music and healing work that came along with it.
It took a while for it to come... but I can tell you that I was born into a very spiritual community, so I embraced a lot of the principles and learned to live them daily. But it was listening to old reggae,  Bob Marley and Jamaican music that encouraged me to dig deeper into my spirituality and led me to create more of this type of music.

Do you have any other passions? 
I've always been fascinated with wood, building things, crafts... we live by the forest so gardening is also something I enjoy, as well as other things that home life opened up for me. 

I hear you have kids now? How has that changed your life?
Yes I have 2 kids, it's been great wonderful process and it changed my ability to be out there, and working. I spend less time traveling and recording. It's also brought about a different aspect of the music I do... and  I've also started to become more conscious of the business end of it too... playing in concerts, etc...  It helps put direction into my life, and puts things in perspective.

Your main motivation for all that you do.
It's really that drive for my own little world and what I want to do  so that I can serve humanity that motivates me... and when I forget that,  I just have to remember the many people who are suffering, and in need of healing. 

How would you define LOVE?
Wow... that's one of those questions where the answer is so many things ... How do you answer that precisely?  ... I don't even know to begin ! (laughs)  Love... well, it's a medicine that connects us whether or not we like it or understand it. It brings our spirits together, not just as family, but as partners, lovers, friends... connecting even those who have passed on, or have never met

Beautiful.... So, what's next? What should we watch out for?
We'll be takin' it easy for the winter, right now we're just  finishing a brand new cd, no big plans of traveling as of yet. 

Your ONE MESSAGE to the world.
Reclaim responsibility for your life and your Spirituality. Know the discipline that comes in embodying this  gift, so that you may pass it on to your children and your children's children. 





 To find out more about Shimshai please check out his 

www.shimshai.com 


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Special thanks to Jamie Soja (Soja Productions) 






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