I noticed how, these past few months a great surge of energy falls upon me before the coming of a storm, or before the full moon rises, in some cases I feel like my head is going to burst, I get dizzy, and extremely agitated.
When I asked a few people what the hell was happening to me, I get different interpretations, and that brought me to a state of fear and confusion and I felt chaos inside. So I just stopped asking or researching altogether and submitted to the fact that this is The Way of Nature, The Way of the Universe, The Way of God.
When I internalized, and when I followed my intuition, I realized I wasn't really going through anything special or peculiar, and my sensations are heightened only because I have opened my heart wider... to the universe, and so I am more vulnerable to its messages. It's always sending me messages. I just never paid much attention. It has always communicated with me, I just didn't acknowledge, for I was not conscious at the time it spoke to me.
So with this I kind of understand now why dogs howl the way they do, and how animals can channel each other, its because they communicate through emotions, through heart. So they KNOW. They LISTEN to Nature... and the UNDERSTAND. Even the tides change when the moon changes... Everything we feel inside is really a manifestation of what we see and feel around us... and vice versa. Nature is a great teacher indeed...
When I stopped asking, I started getting the answers I needed... I listened... and understood. I knew it all along. It's around me, and within me. So every time I feel these energy surges again, I sit down and give thanks, for the message I have received, for this divine discernment and say to myself: "Let Nature take her course." That's the only way. Everything changes, and passes. I have accepted this and it has proven true for the rest of days like this. And this has given me the strength, and peace inside, so I may go on with this wild wild journey called LIFE.